Above the Clouds

Autumn blew its leaves at me,
Threatening winter as I walked
Summer always goes so quick, barely stopping like my thoughts
Which dip and spin and change so fast
I have to wonder - will I last
Through the windows of the train,
I caught reflections of a paper cup,
Hanging small in a pale blue sky,
Never knowing which ways up
Above the clouds, whats to be found,
I have to wonder - will I be around
As my anger shouts - at my own self doubt,
So a madness creeps - into my dreams
When youre scared of living - but afraid to die
I get scared of giving - and I must find the faith to beat it
I must be me thats rushing by,
Time just lingers on the wind
Bristlin through my open fears,
I wonder what its going to bring
Above the clouds, whats to be found,
I have to wonder - will I be around
Run and hide, run and hide
I catch the sail at evenings tide